April 2010
March 2010
Well, an “all day” practice. Let’s see how long it’ll go. But Emanon is better then life at home so yeah. Practice all day. Sleep over all night. Let’s start this day right, shall we?
Couldn’t sleep. So I wake up at 2. So, I’ve been up for two and a half hours. Watched Family Guy and currently watching Juno. Been craving to watch this movie. Yay. Except it’s not great that this is the day I choose not to sleep. All day practice and sleep over at best friend’s tonight which means NO SLEEP. But it’s all good. I’ll live off of naps and lots and...
JUST FOR YOU.
Fuck this shit. I know you’re probably reading this because you’re a stalker and shit. Soooo…BACK THE FUCK UP. Yeah? Stop researching me. Stop researching my exboyfriend and what he does in his life. Because YOU DON’T KNOW HIM. Yeah? Just like I don’t know you. So shut up. Yeah, what is going on his bad. Whatever, there are some things I can’t help. But you...
ohaiitsmariah:
wow, i think i am crazy. i go outside to take the trash out at night and right away, i assume i’m being watched or i’m gonna get raped or killed when i hit the street.
oh Veggie Straws, you satisfy me. :]
That’s exactly how I feel when my parents make me do that! After I pull the trash out I sprint back into my house. Haha.
I feel like sleeping until June.
Because sleeping is the only form of stress relief I have that doesn’t involve hurting myself. =]
Terrible.
I hate how in order for me to stop thinking about what’s making me upset I force other thoughts into my mind. But I’m stubborn so the thoughts aren’t distraction thoughts. They’re the other thoughts that have been bugging me and putting me into worse moods. So since I’m not in the best of moods EVERYTHING seems to be piled on. Woohoo for everything else from last week...
I’m sick everyone controlling my life without controlling it. They keep telling me what I have to do. And through responsibility I have to follow through. Or no matter how hard I try to just have fun and live my life, it still is apparently wrong to my parents. They just need me live a little bit. DAMN. And no matter how many times I can tell people what the hell is going on with my life,...
Got to perform at the Clippers half time show today. Tired as hell but still had to “tumble” as I often do. Today was intense. Freakin’ hot as hell in LA. Sunny too. But then again, it’s California. Haha. So nothing new. But yeah. The performance? Crazy. Afterwards, I felt like it didn’t even happen. Like we were still waiting to perform and I was an idiot for...
I don’t know what to do anymore. There’s only so much I can handle or at least tolerate or rather fake that I’m “okay” when in the realness of the situation, I’m not. I just don’t know how to make it okay when I know it’s not. Everything that’s thrown at me should no longer be a surprise. I expect it all. But yet when it finally gets thrown in...
I'm a bitch, deal with it. Because honestly, I'm...
(via 365thoughts)
AMEN to that.
true inspiration.
Today. Well, looking at the time it was technically yesterday. But yeah. Saturday, March 27, 2010. I witnessed a GRV practice. (Had to because our ride to our comp is a team member, so we had to wait). But no complaints either way. But really? That practice changed my perspective. I’ve seen the way we conduct practice. I know it’s difficult with us as teenagers and we’re always...
TODAY
Started off very late. Henry woke up at 7:45. Me and Tati are supposed to leave with Micah at 8. Yeah, I know it’s 8:23. We’re late. We’re supposed to be at Franklin High School at 9:30 for registration and we’re competing at 12. AH! Homie ain’t here yet. Crap. Whatever. Today’s going to be a good day. Get to chill with the favorites for today. Meeting up with...
March 25, 2010
Another day to mark on my “Remember Calendar”. Haha. The day Spring Break started even though it’s not until tomorrow technically. How I got out of how for Stats AP. Stressing over shit that should’ve been taken care of in yearbook. A test that I neither studied or cared about for APUSH never happened. Love it! The day that I got to spend with my big sister and go shopping....
SPRING BREAK
came a day early for me! THANK THE LORD! Seriously. Big sister Bea kidnapped me. She helped me by helping me ditch and forget about school and the day today. I needed it. It was nice to just catch up, inform, and vent to her. Feels like summer ‘08 today. OH! I even got to see my favorite Kuya Joseph. WOOT WOOT! My big sister and brother. Favorites for the day. Because I really do miss them....
Dear Tumblr,
Tomorrow/today I will not be a good student. And for that I apologize. But I will be having the time of my life with my big sister Beatrice Amador and my kuya Joseph Lubag. I haven’t seen, let alone hung out, with either of them in what seems like years. The last time I legitimately hung out with Kuya was my birthday before he left. And support system? Day of Kasiyahan since she was my...
JessicaJane
You are my favorite for the day. No joke. Sorry I made you angry/whatever during lunch today. I seriously felt my breaking point. Ugh. Yeah. You’re my favorite because you are a different version of Bea for me. You tell me when I’m being ridiculously stupid and just man up. THANK YOU! Okay. I have to admit, slightly annoyed when you said it during lunch. But I think it was just my...
