November 2010
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Best friends make the best boyfriends.
Too bad I don’t want a boyfriend. It’s different when you’re genuine friends before anything happens. It feels different. You can tell that the chemistry is different. It’s something that is more spontaneous in life rather than the “perfect guy” showing up out of nowhere. It’s surprising because you honestly never see it coming. He’s just the guy...
Jessica Jane!
I can’t believe you posted on my wall…twice. Hahaha! What I love more is that it was totally an accident. (Well, not for the second post obviously.) But yeah. It’s funny how you knew that you posted on my wall and you DIDN’T delete anything or change anything. Random. But yeah. Next time I steal your amazing phone, I’ll be sure to log out…if I remember. Haha.
OMG ON THE REAL
People gotta learn how to sign off my phone Hahahahahahaha this and the last post is Jjay, not ronni
God is good everyday. Everyday God is good.
So I’ve been sitting in the front lawn of my church since 9am with my group for youth group trying to raise money for a needy family because each group is assigned one family to give a christmas to. Were selling candy and baked goods, no set prices just donations and oh man within three hours we’ve already raised almost $400 people are handing us $20 bills just for one candy bar and...
Night night tumblrheads.
I have to sleep cause my daddy says so. (pst. I probably won’t go to sleep since I’m still sleeping on the couch since my grandparents are in town.) But father’s orders. This is all the sleep I’m gonna get for tomorrow.
Work 5 a.m.-1:30 p.m.
lunch 2
get ready 3/3:30
party 5-12
performance 8/8:30
Let’s hope I have enough energy.
FINALLY FINISHED COLLEGE APPLICATIONS!
And really? My heart was pounding as I was putting in the information for my credit card to pay for the applications. I couldn’t believe I had actually finished everything.
Testing part
Grades
Transcript
UC Prompts (1000 words on the dot!)
I am finally done. The weight is gone. Now all I have to do is wait…Granted. My heart will continue to beat a little bit faster than normal...
Saw my sister.
For thanksgiving of course!
I love it when she visits. I always feel more home when she is in town. Is that weird? I don’t care. Hahah. She got home wednesday morning at 1:45 a.m. pretty crazy. Know what’s crazier? I didn’t go to sleep until about 3:30. We just stayed up catching up and talking about nothing…mainly Harry Potter. BAHAHAHA! But honestly, she’s my...
So…college is just kicking my booty and everything that could go wrong, is. I’m getting frustrated! GAH! My uc prompts are editted, done, and word count is perfect. WHY IS MY USB DRIVE MESSING THIS UP?! That’s all I need. I have the money and everything. Does destiny really want me to stay in Oxnard? Well you know what destiny?
I’M GOING TO DEFY YOU! I will get my college...
Thankful
I am thankful. But in reality I am truly blessed. Blessed to be spending thanksgiving with my older sister. Blessed to see my grandparents. Blessed to have spent my days off with my emanonsters. And blessed to be hanging out with my best friend.
I am blessed and I am thankful for the blessings He has given to me. I know I do not always appreciate it but I’m thankful for the gifts I receive...
I am completely and utterly disappointed in myself. I have no one to blame but myself. I guess it’s just one of those nights where I’m gonna be sad but put on a great show of happiness.
tonight was a night of missions!
You don’t even understand. Seriously. Here are the missions I went on:
change into my hogwarts gear in less than fifteen minutes.
get a good spot in the line
go to tdm for the best fxckin’ burritos ever!
get cold stone
sit in the best seats in the theater
stay up all night
not going to school tomorrow
busting another mission with annie because we hate school
I will remember...
The people that say people who break promises are weak are the ignorant ones.
They’re ignorant because we all were weak at one point. But it takes true vulnerability to become stronger as a person. And if you can’t believe that than I guess you have a weak mind as well as a weak heart.
Plans.
Actually do homework.
Study for psychology.
Fix yearbook audacity.
Finish college applications.
Watch Harry potter five or six times.
Hide sister’s Xmas present when she visits.
Try and get work off for the sake of emanon and my sister.
Don’t go shopping or spend money next week unless on food.
Clean.
Go to the post office to mail some stuff back.
Read hamlet and withering...
I can't do anything right now because I'm too...
J.K. Rowling, I blame my terrible grades on you.
But I found my sister’s gryffindor cloak. Going to trade with a regular higwarts cloak and I’m gonna deck myself out in silver and green. The House where I’m supposed to live in.
So, looking at the throwback pictures my friend’s posting and looking at my proofs for my senior pictures. I changed so much. Physically and emotionally. I was so much of a little girl. Man, I was a freakin wuss. Good thing that changed. But omgosh. I look so different.
When I finally out the pictures side by side on a post, I will. You guys are gonna laugh. You’re gonna laugh as...
What?!
OMG! My ex best friend posted a picture from back in the day and I’m slightly freaking out. No idea why. But I am. If you go on my facebook you can see it. But omgosh. It’s from eighth grade. With my two best friends at the time who I list faith in as friends morally at the beginning of freshman year. And then Kevin. But you tumbler freaks know how him and me are two peas in a pod....
You know what?
It bugs the crap out of me when cowpokes stop in front of me and just make-out. It’s not the act of making out. Okay, partially, it is. But really? Why are you that clingy? Really? It’s two classes. Two hours until you see them again. Stop over exaggerating things. It’s stupid and unnecessary. I don’t know if it’s the whole “distant relationship” coming...
I miss you!
Yeah. You! I miss you!
Sleep.
Writing.
Drawing.
Practicing piano (not well)
Watching t.v.
Dancing.
Dancing.
Dancing.
Dancing.
Damn! I real do miss you guys. When I would entertain myself by watching t.v. And drawing my stupid stuff. Or when life got too hectic I would write all about it via journal. Or just writing my stories on the daily. Piano was never a gift or a skill, it was just...
Now that I’m finally starting college applications, I think I’m a little scared. This really is my senior year. Last year of high school and emanon. What?! It’s ridiculous for me to wrap my head around. It really is. And I guess I’m scared of rejection. I know either way, I’m moving out. I really am not giving myself a choice for that one, I just can’t. But I...
My best friend is the best!
Jean is letting me borrow her iPad for the night so I can work on college applications since I currently lack Internet at my household. I can’t believe she is lending me this! She is seriously too good of a friend. Thank you so much Jeanster. Even though I know you won’t read this because you don’t have a tumblr. Haha
P.S. I love how you’re totally right next to me...
I tend to grow bitter towards people who walk out...
paulineemata:
Extremely bitter.
especially when they say they wouldn’t.
1800
this is my 1800th post. The whole 1799 was bugging me. Yeah, this is my partial ocd coming along. Yeah. Sucks. I’m weird. Still wishing for an awesome weekend.
Kay, bye.
unexpected.
I posted my plans that I had for wednesday, thursday, and today. You know what’s funny? Nothing went as planned. You know what’s funnier? I LOVE IT! The amazing things that are unplanned are amazing. I love the unexpected. I had so many expectations for the past three days. But all of that got thrown out the window.
The unexpected usually crushes you because you know, it’s not...
Haven't dance...
IN LONG A$$ TIME. It makes me sad missing practice. Annoying. Work is eating the life out of me. I need to release my anxieties and DANCE DANCE DANCE! Plus, I’ve been missing my Emanonsters. Seriously more than three days away from those foo’s is too much for me. Thank goodness for practice today. But depressing to the fact I have to leave early AGAIN for work.
4-9. I’m getting...
My day off.
I’m living it up. With my girls and Timmo. Hahahah!!!
Due Date
Golden China
Belly dancers
comedy night
and now learning how to toot it and boot it
oh and youtubing videos for days.
Great night. Plus time and a half tomorrow at work. YAY HOLIDAY PAY! Fxck yeah! Plus payday on Friday!
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This is what my best friend did after I went all hyper on her during...
You were an arrow. You penetrated my heart with such precision. You shot so fast I didn’t even see it coming. I didn’t notice the pain at first when you first pierced my heart. It wasn’t until you pulled away that I began to tear. And it wasn’t until I realized you left a scar that I began to cry. But the terrible part is…
I was only a target to you.
the weekend.
It was more memorable than words could ever depict. I’ll remember this year’s halloween for the rest of my life. You’d think because of the famous people I was lucky enough to see/meet/perform for. But in all honesty? That was just a small snippet of what was so memorable. I got to experience “television” (fake stuff). Which…I suppose…was fun. Haha. Okay....
